to think we were more than just physical.
more than just convenience at its best.
some of my innocense has been washed away.
and i all i wanted was a loophole in this test.
at least i know there arent any loopholes
and theres no way for me to get out of this one.
and every word you said was dripping with euphoria
youassured me that life wasn’t a war to be won.
you had me convinced that you were there for me
by my side, because i meant something real to you.
you told me i was beautiful, and at that moment, i felt it.
you held me as we looked up in stars amid blue.
and if i could have told you inthree words what i wanted
i would have said, a lifetime with you
i should have known, but yet again, im naive beyond measure
and i thought we were real. forever. true.
and with every kiss that i received, every seductive glance
i should have known that we never had a chance
but if i could have willed it, it would be so
if i could have held onto this forever, we’d have never let go
so maybe im just a satisfy, maybe im just convenient
but remember, i loved you. i wish you could have seen it.
